Unspoken Echoes

 Words on a hotel bed, childhood stripped away,

Hero to stranger in a single day.

Joy robbed, confusion reigned supreme,

Life no longer the innocent dream.

A mother’s light dimmed, siblings adrift,

Family fractured by an unforeseen rift.

From familiar warmth to unknown lands,

Massena’s chill gripped with icy hands.

Substances numbed the pain inside,

Emotions locked, nowhere to hide.

Years passed in a haze of doubt,

The boy within, forever shut out.

But time, the great revealer, showed

The weight of love my father showed.

A man who grew up fatherless, poor,

Yet gave us more than he ever wore.

Sacrifices made, unacknowledged then,

A silent struggle, beyond my ken.

Providing, protecting with all his might,

While we turned blind to his lonely fight.

Now as a man, I clearly see

The depth of what you gave to me.

The badass façade, a shield so tough,

Hiding a heart that loved enough.

Whiskey-drowned nights, pain untold,

If only we’d known, if we’d been bold

To show appreciation, to say “thank you,”

How different things might have been for you.

Regret weighs heavy as I realize late

The love that shaped my grown-up fate.

Words unspoken hang in the air,

“I understand now, I’m sorry, I care.”

Father, your legacy lives on in me,

In struggles and strength, I’ve come to be

The man you silently hoped I’d grow into,

Understanding now what you went through.

Though you’re gone, this truth I’ve learned:

A father’s love, forever earned.

In life’s rear view, it’s finally clear,

The depth of love that brought us here.

Rest Easy Dad,

I Love You, and Thank You For Everything You Do!!